The Devils Baby(5)

By: Cilla Lee

Chapter Two


It's been two months since she's been gone and I've finally pulled my head out of my ass, it took my Grandma coming over to Tiny's and throwing a bucket of ice cold water on my passed-out ass on my bedroom floor.

“WHAT THE FUCK?” I yelled so loud with the intense cold waking me straight up

“Get you fucking ass up now boy and get down stairs, this is a fucking intervention NOW MOVE” I slowly got up drenched from head to toe and had a quick hot shower my head spinning from the booze.


“Sit” Grandma says pointing to the chair and hands me a black coffee “What the fuck are you doing boy?”

“She ain't comin' back Grandma there's no fuckin' point” (slap) I grab my face and stare at her (fuck she just hit me) “WHAT THE FUCK” I yell at her

“You know you fucked up”

“Grandma I didn't fuck Star”

“Tobias everyone saw your naked ass in bed with that girl”

“Grandma I fuckin' know I didn't, why doesn't anyone believe me?”

“Baby if she came back tomorrow, how do you think you'd get her back, you look like fucking shit”


“I'm telling you straight boy... pull your fucking finger out and grow up”

“Grandma THERE'S NO FUCKIN' POINT” (slap) she hits me again this time a little harder the stings radiating through my cheek

“There's always hope Tobias don't give up, she'll come home I'd bet my life on it”

“She won't”

“She will.... a woman knows when she's found the one Tobias and for Niya you’re her one, she's your other half. She just needs time she'll be back baby, but you need to earn it do you hear me”

“Yes ma'am”

“Good now clean your shit up have a shave and get back to work, apologies to your brothers and get ready for her coming home”


It took seventeen bottles of Bourbon to say sorry one for every brother and two for Blaze, I listened to my Grandma and got my shit together, I'd gotten so fuckin' pissed at myself when I realized what I'd done that I threw my bed away at the clubhouse not wanting to taint Niya anymore with that horrible memory. I even changed rooms, every time I walked in there my fuckin' heart broke, I was ganna prove to her when she came home that I was worth it that we were worth fighting for.

“Hay fuck nut what you doin' tonight”

“Nothin' why”

“Drinks at Cuff's”

“Nah brother I'm headin' over to Razor’s to apologies to Maggie”

“Again, give it up man in her eye's you’re the devil who lost her little girl”

“I gotta try man I feel like shit every time I see Razor, have you noticed he's lost weight and not in a healthy way”

“Brother she's ganna make you suffer”

“Don't I fuckin' know it” pullin’ up to Razor and Maggie’s house I see she’s standin’ on the porch

“FUCK OFF Colt I told you you’re not welcome here”

“Maggie I'm not leavin' until you forgive me”

“Hell will freeze over first” she slams the door and I sit on the top step and wait.


I come by every night for two weeks and we go through the same routine every time her telling me to fuck off and me sittin' there all night until they go to bed, the hardest night was when I heard her cry herself to sleep, fuck that was a rough night.

“Back again brother” Razor says getting off his bike


“She, yell at you”

“Not tonight”

“Then keep comin' back she'll forgive you” he slaps me on the back and walks inside. It was another two weeks when Maggie finally lets me into the house when I got there


“Come on” she says and I walk in and follow her to the kitchen


“Yes please” I watch her walkin’ around the kitchen makin’ sure she’s not getting’ any rat poison out, as she hands me a cup she sits on the seat opposite me takes a deep breath and looks at me.


“Why what Maggie?”